i had a dream where i can't remember much about the actual dream other than the feeling. In the dream, i felt borderline suicidal. I felt as though I had already experienced everything life has to offer. I was searching for something more but i couldn't find it anywhere. I'm not even sure what it was that I was looking for. One vivid scene is one about a girl i used to have a crush on worked at a job i used to hate
This dream may suggest feelings of dissatisfaction or a sense of emptiness in your waking life. The feeling of being "borderline suicidal" could represent a deep sense of despair or a lack of purpose. The search for something more in the dream indicates a longing for meaning or fulfillment. The specific mention of the girl you used to have a crush on working at a job you used to hate may symbolize a reminder of a time when you were unfulfilled or discontented.
Overall, this dream could be an indication that you are experiencing a period of stagnation or dissatisfaction in certain aspects of your life. It may be worth exploring what could be causing these feelings and searching for new opportunities or experiences that can bring you a greater sense of purpose and joy. Additionally, it could be beneficial to seek support from loved ones or a professional if these feelings persist in your waking life.